4dp3dt

Here we are we made it this far time sure is going as slow as can be, well except my four day weekend is already over that one went by pretty fast. I am so different this time around then the last IVF cycle. I was so worried and didn't move for like three days I was just freaking out the whole time. I dont know if its going to work this time either but I quit worrying about it because really there is nothing I can do about it if its going to work its going to work and that is that. So I bed rested for about 36 hours after the transfer and after then we went for a quiet hike up the canyon with the dogs it was a really nice day. I am still taking it easy but for the most part i'm just back to normal. We went to wendover with a group of friends Saturday night and that was pretty fun it at least made me not think and go crazy all day. Never seem to win any money though but oh well I usually just give a little to my husband and he will lose it instantly and then I hate to just give money to casinos so I only lost twenty dollars and then told my husband we should eat dinner instead of giving my half away. It was really fun though we had a good group of friends we went with so im glad we got to spend some money on something other than doctors and medication. I am just really trying not to think about the three embryos we put in or I will drive myself crazy. We did finally do something we have never done before we went to the baby section and bought the cutest little outfit ever I figure one day no matter if its now or later or how it happens we will have a baby to put in it but its just the cutest thing ever I will have to post a picture. Now its just hanging in our closet and I look at it from time to time and just imagine. I have been super good friends with google lately what is it with us and googling everything we can possibly think of for days past transfer and symptoms oh my the list goes on and on i'm glad its not just me lol. So far i'm not feeling anything different no cramps nothing I have just been taking my progesterone and estradiol everyday and my boobs hurt super super bad from it like I cant even touch them. If this doesn't work this time i'm just not going to know what to do or think how can you put three babies in a 23 year old and have not one of them work it just blows my mind if this fails twice. I have read numerous stories of ladies over 40 years old with bad eggs and they get twins triplets its just crazy to me that we are having this hard of a time. I am definitely not going to test until at least 11dpo or 8dp3td I just dont want to get all depressed again and hopefully if it does work by then I can see something ughhh please please please...