Whats new

Not a whole lot actually which is a good thing I like things going easy and staying boring right now. I am feeling super tired today they say you get most of your energy back in the second trimester but I am still always so tired so I dont know who came up with that lol. It is pretty unreal how fast this is all going it blows my mind to think im already four months pregnant. Today I am 16w2d and yes every single one of those days count I want credit for those two extra days!! I cant believe how much baby boy has grown and what is all happening in there its so amazing. We have gotten a few outfits now and the clothes my friend gave me so were already getting a pretty good stash and I just cant get over opening that closet and staring at everything it makes me so happy. I am getting pretty impatient with movement though I really really really just want to feel him move I know it can be a few more weeks but I have friends tell me they have felt some movement by now and others say around 20 weeks im like okay Aiden I have been patient long enough ha ha just show me something but still nothing thats okay though it will come I just cant wait for the day it does. I think the animals are picking up on it now they can feel a big change is coming because they all decided they were all going to go bat shit crazy on us its been interesting between my cat getting so stressed out it caused a urinary infection and to my dogs not eating their food and instead eating anything and everything else they can find including raw dough which we had to induce vomiting to get out of her stomach ughhh its been madness but that is the only thing I can think of that has changed so we will see how it goes. I feel so blessed im going to be able to stay home and raise our son I get to quit my job and just focus on him and I just feel so happy we have this option after everything we went through to get him I dont want to miss out on anything I am counting down the days quite literally until he is going to be here. I am super excited that we almost have our entire stash of cloth diapers they are so damn cute and I cant wait to see his cute little bum in them. I took over my birth plan to my midwife yesterday for our 16 week appointment which went great and thought they were going to think I was a crazy lady but she was very supportive and agreed it was a very good start to one helped me make a few changes but I am super happy with it. I have finally gotten so excited and I am already so in love with this little boy I can hardly stand it waiting to meet him is like torture everyone tells me I will miss being pregnant and to enjoy it and I get it but I just want him here now in my arms safe and taking care of him its sooo hard to wait especially after finding out he was our little boy I have been so anxious for time to go fast. I was scared I wouldnt ever get to feel connected to him because of how afraid I was of everything at first but I was soo wrong I feel more connected to him then I ever thought was possible and im sure it will increase with the movement but I just talk to him all day like a crazy person and to just know your never alone like even when im driving to work in the mornings he is right there with me and its just amazing it really is. Well thats all I really have for now just happy things are going well thankful for this miracle and just hope things will turn out with a very happy ending I have a good feeling though.