To get me to you

To Get Me To You Well I, I still can remember times When the night seemed to surround me I was sure the sun would never shine on me And I, I thought it my destiny To walk this world alone But now you're here with me Now you're here with me And I don't regret the rain Or the nights I felt the pain Or the tears I had to cry Some of those times along the way Every road I had to take Every time my heart would break It was just something that I had to get through To get me to you To get me to you Well I, I still can recall the days When I had no love around me Makes me glad for every day I have with you And I, I look in your eyes and know I'm right where I belong And I belong with you Always belonged with you And I don't regret the rain Or the nights I felt the pain Or the tears I had to cry Some of those times along the way Every road I had to take Every time my heart would break It was just something that I had to go through To get me to you To get me to you And if I could I wouldn't change a thing Wouldn't change a thing baby Because your love was waiting there for me Waiting there for me baby And I don't regret the rain Or the nights I felt the pain Or the tears I had to cry Some of those times along the way Every road I had to take Every time my heart would break It was just something that I had to get through To get me to you To get me to you by Lila McCann I think that is such an amazing song it makes me cry but its all so true and while he is not here in my arms yet he is on his way and I have been feeling his little kicks finally it all just is so amazing. I dont know what the future is going to bring but I hope its nothing but good times filled with love and happiness and an adorable little boy. I am 17 weeks four days pregnant today and im so thankful to have come this far. I am feeling pretty good these days still more tired then I used to be but other then that I feel pretty normal besides the little being that has invaded my stomach and is having a party in there. I felt him move for the first time last week and I even seen him poking my stomach out all funny when he was doing it. Fathers day my husband got to see it for the first time and we both just stared and I cried I have not actually cried to many times during the pregnancy I thought I would at ultrasound and different things but I think im just so shocked still and just so happy when we go to them that he is still there and growing as he should I dont have energy for tears happy or sad. Seeing him move was different it made it feel so real that he really is in there and he is going to be here in just a short 4.5 more months. When you wait your whole life for something like this and fight like hell to get it when its here its just hard to describe all the intense feelings. I just cant wait to meet this little man I cant wait to get bigger and feel him getting stronger this is all just so amazing and im so grateful to be here in this place right now its was all so worth it so so worth it.